Maybe I should keep a journal. Is that a thing girls like me do? What does that mean, ‘girls like me’? I think I took too much adderall. I don’t know how people get high off of this, it makes me shake and sweat and want to puke but it’s the only thing that can get me to do anything. Maybe I’m just lazy but I researched ADHD so well that I subconsciously tricked my shrink into giving me meds. God this stream of consciousness thing is not a good look, but it kind of makes me feel literary and deep.